Saturday, June 17, 2006

take this pain away from me
i cant handle it anymore
why muz u always do this to me?
why are u making things difficult for e both of us?
why cant we juz stay as before..
stop making all tthings difficult for us.
stop making me a pillow...

when i m not needed, u juz kick me aside.

and u leave me in wondourous thoughts...
all i wish for..
is for me to stop loving u..
but i know i cant...


so here i m typing here...
imagine myself sitting on the rooftop...
holding a penknife with me...
hoping to release the pain,the anger,anxiety in my blood.
and juz jump off the building.....

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! 11.30pm

endin in bitterness & blood
princess's dream
at 8:10 AM