Thursday, November 03, 2005

i m lost in love
yes i m...

for a few moments,
i thought i m e gal u talkin abt
but after wad u juz said again,
i got myself thinkin again
its not me...
or probably it never was me..

u said i think too much..
but probably it is..
but also becuz..
i have tried to forget u
but i juz couldnt.
cos i do know somethin
i m fallin in love with u again

its hard
i m confused..
i wan to forget u..but i juz couldnt
cos i cant let u go.

maybe u may like someone else now
but not for me..
there's simply too much memories
i had with u..
i m lost in love.

i wanna get out of it..
but i couldnt..
its too hard
all those words u said..in the words
it give me pain..
is that wad u wan?

probably after u seen this,
u may wanna avoid me...
juz like my other exs'

but i wan u to know somethin..
it will hurt me alot...
more than the hurt that my ex give me
cos i had told u before
i love u more than anythin else.

i know i m selfish...
but if only..
things wouldnt turn out this way..
if u really do have to leave,
pls leave..
dun turn back again..
dun make me fall in love with u again..
cos u really got me thinkin all day...

i may fall and cry..
but i think thats the best i can do...
i feel so hurt
the wound will be so deep..
but wad can i do?
i can only face it...with myself..

i of cos do not wan history repeat itself..
but i had no choice cos u dun love me..

juz go..
all i can say is
although u may know, or maybe u dunno..
i juz wan u to know that..
no matter where u go,
there will always be someone out there waitin for u
and that someone is me..
i juz wan u to be happy..

i had said..all that i wanted..

i will face the pain myself

i m too lost in love.........

ended in true blood.

endin in bitterness & blood
princess's dream
at 11:35 PM