Monday, September 12, 2005

life has it all,
tears welled up my eyes
as i fight against sorrow and sadness.
the pain is excruisiating painful.
how to get out?
how to get over it?
i wanna know..
i wan it out now.
but what can i do?
what can i say..?

rain poured,
and tears dropped once more.
suddenly..
my mind juz went blank.
wad have i done?
why m i torturating myself?
why didnt i think of all the love ones around me?

reflecting again,
have i made them too hard to understand me?
juz wad m i hiding?
all these thoughts kept running thru my head.
i realise i had one thing left for me to do.

that is...
open up my heart.
i had to change..
there is a way..
but wad is the way?
why cant i juz figure it out.
if only i could,
i be able to get out of the darkness that i had fallen.

rain poured
as tears welled up my eyes.
and dropped to the table where i sat.

-this poem is for my half-cousin,benz.
hope u will like it..hehe..i meant no harm..hehe..if i did, sorry..sorry hee..hope u forgive me! hehe

endin in bitterness & blood
princess's dream
at 12:19 AM